So far it is going great . I am have met some nice people in the program who have similar problems with some of my issues. I am not sure if I am going to meet someone who has lost a loved one to suicide. and I am hoping I will. It is vital that I do since that is one of my major issues next to losing my mom . The programs consists of dealing with mental ilneses on a generalized basis, HIV seminars, anger management and stress reduction classes, -the last session of the day consists of a movie or a motivating exercise to end the day. Quite interesting to say the least . I cannot reveal a lot due to confidentiality issues with the veterans and staff.- If I have not mentioned in my earlier blogs I am a honorably discharged Marine
This will be my second week starting Monday and already that anxiety is always present and wating it seems -I am now thinking if I want to go tomorrow or not . That is my subconscious thought pattern at work. My defender from the past. I am learning to tone and alleviate the anxiety that I feel before each day ends and another one begins. It is the most difficult thing that I have to do The staff and my immediate friends are helping me get pass this.
Well I will end her until the next time since I am having problems with the editor for my blog UGH
and I can feel my frustration increasing .
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